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Jennifer Hurst's avatar

Thank you. You made the fire’s hunger real. Justin was a guardian. We live and reflect that of which we become guardians. Great story. Ripping writing.

Susan's avatar

I loved the gentle trajector of tenderness toward the trees, land, this beautiful dog, and in the end, even the bear. A difficult thing, to tell a story of loss in a way that prepares the reader to hold the grief with you - thank you for showing us how it's done.

Diane Pendola's avatar

Thankyou Susan for such affirming feedback

Patty C.'s avatar

Diane, thank you for this - taking me on this sacred journey. The tears dripping down my checks are those of gratitude.

Joan Roger's avatar

Your words carry us across time and space, and allow us to touch into something timeless and sacred. Beautiful Justin. Beautiful trees. Beautiful raven. Thank you for this dose of beauty!!! So refreshing and necessary.

Joan's avatar

I met your beloved Justin when a small group of us on a nearby music retreat stayed at your paradise in the woods. Justin was a beautiful guardian as you describe, and I also remember him as a warm and welcoming greeter upon our arrival. I am so sorry for your loss. Thank you for navigating the grief with deep introspection. It helps all of us to see how we might find a way through, when we experience the inevitable partings of loved ones.

Gail Stewart's avatar

This is magnificent, Diane. Thank you.

Sharon's avatar

Oh Diane, I am weeping with you, again. Thank you for weaving so much life and death together in this beautiful tribute to it all, and to Justin. Holding your chants and your mantras...

Diane Pendola's avatar

Good mantras to hold!

Christine Price's avatar

Echoes:

I would like that,” I said, unapologetically

burned through underground roots

united my sorrow to losses across the planet

undigested pain in my chest

threw my arms around its wide, solid girth and wept

My good, guardian dog

The soul is not in the body. The body is in the soul.

Living with and through heartbreak, once again... and allowing that to work you...again. Your courageous "yes" to what is brings new life to you and us. Love to you, Diane.

Diane Pendola's avatar

Thanks Chris! You remember our beautiful guardians! Thanks for the echoes...and the witnessing.

Patty C.'s avatar

Thank you for taking me on this sacred journey.

Maggie Fitzsimmons's avatar

Tremendously powerful, moving storytelling, Diane. Your grief feels like my grief, it is so present and palpable. What a poignant witnessing of the natural world, honoring its complexity while exploring our place in it. Thank you for taking me on this sacred journey with you!