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Jennifer Hurst's avatar

Wow! Terrifying and gripping. I’m glad you survived him and your pregnancy. And I like your writing.

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Brittany Ackerman's avatar

thank you so much for reading. I would like to clarify that my doctor was a woman. but still, either way, all the same.

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Tasha Kerry Smith's avatar

Holy fook!! Wow

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Brittany Ackerman's avatar

YEP.

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Alyssa Wiens's avatar

thank you for sharing your story!

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Brittany Ackerman's avatar

ty for reading!

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Suzanne Grove's avatar

Beyond brilliant. I got swept up in this and it would not let me go—still hasn’t let me go.

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Brittany Ackerman's avatar

ty for your unflinching first eyes on this one❤️❤️

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ROBIN BARONE's avatar

I wondered…. But she seemed to behave in such a masculine way! Wrenching essay!

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ROBIN BARONE's avatar

I am five times a father, so all I have seen is the deliveries. But from that experience I can sure say they don’t call it labor for nothing… and that’s for normal gestation, delivery, and aftermath. Your ordeal beggars imagination. So happy you pulled through snd wrote so compelling a piece. Now tell me where that doc is so I can go tell him he’ll rot in hell!

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Brittany Ackerman's avatar

thank you for reading. as above, I’d like to clarify that my doctor was a woman. I appreciate your support.

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Martha Krausz's avatar

Your portrayal of mortal pain, of "failing to keep up with that it's losing," is stunning. That line echoes for me across contexts, and makes me think also of writing--yours--as a way to get some of what was lost-- was taken--back; a bleeding in reverse that says not just 'this woman is alive/survived' but 'this woman was watching, paying attention. This woman is a writer." I'm so sorry this happened. And I'm so glad you wrote this beautiful, powerful, testament of the truth.

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