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McKenzie Watson-Fore's avatar

I love the tactile memories of the “hotel rooms.” As a fellow child of the woods, this makes me want to go back to those cozy, earthen spaces.

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Jennifer Cloer's avatar

There’s something so comforting in the woods.

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Ren Cedar Fuller's avatar

Wow, Jennifer, you build such a layered sense of place: forests and hotels - make-believe and real ones that take the place of homes - and 2 little girls creating their own world, one of them growing into a world of delusions, and the narrator having to make sense of a world without her sister. This piece is going to stay with me.

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Jennifer Cloer's avatar

Thank you, Ren. That means so much to me. 💕

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Rebecca Weller's avatar

Devastating and beautiful, Jennifer. I loved the seamless travel between the imagined and the real, a theme that resonates throughout.

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Jennifer Cloer's avatar

Thank you, Rebecca. 🙏

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Dorian Burden's avatar

Beautiful piece that hits close to home for me. It's true that nothing is black and white. My brother, who died of cirrhosis from drinking a few years ago, was the first one to teach me to love unconditionally. It's hard to be supportive and also protect yourself at the same time. I look forward to reading your book.

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Jennifer Cloer's avatar

Thank you, Dorian. Such hard lessons.

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Jennifer Hurst's avatar

Until you pointed it out I hadn’t thought quite so pointedly how crucial siblings are. In my case it was a brother I lost, but the connection had been differently deep and natural. The hapax legomenon, the internal lingo, your twigs for keys, thank you for sharing those.

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Jennifer Cloer's avatar

Thank you for reading. I have many sources about the sibling connection, if interested.

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Jennifer Hurst's avatar

I am interested. Thank you for offering to share those. In my case I had two younger brothers. My connections to them were different.

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Jennifer Hurst's avatar

I would love more info about resources on the sibling connection. How may I get that?

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Jennifer Cloer's avatar

Hi Jennifer, I have a book rec and a few research links. How best for me to send those to you?

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Jennifer Hurst's avatar

I don’t know a way to share either my phone or email without it being public. Suggestions?

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sneaker wave's avatar

The Editor in Chief will help you out! :)

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Elizabeth Birdsall's avatar

This is really so good Jennifer. Looking forward to the book:).

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Haley Young's avatar

Didn't expect to sob this morning. But I thank you for it. "It’s the one with the softest bed of needles, I think, the one where she can rest." will reverberate in my mind and heart for a while.

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Susan's avatar

Beautiful and heartbreaking, Jen. The connection between you felt so palpable, especially on that phone call. Sister bonds are so complex and tight.

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Jennifer Cloer's avatar

Thank you for reading and commenting, Susan. The phone call might be my favorite scene in the piece.

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